April 5, 2011
God gave me no wings.
So I wander among grass and fallen leaves,
In the dead of night treading on dark soil.
Feeling pain and sorrow.
Seeing birds fly towards far away horizons.
But still I fly.
The Beloved has kissed my heart.
In naked love I fly
In the heavens of Eternity.
- mette-
Why am I here? 
Oh Holy Shit! – Durga Sadhana practice in real. 
Healing Grief, a cleansing of the soul. 
Grief, the shadow of love. 
The Most Important. 
The Opening Of Eyes 
Why is there suffering in the world? 
The Me melting away into We. 
A Tantric experience of Sound. 
Conflict and Control. Or the strange loops of Life. 
Kali Celebration! 
Abundance. 
Tantra- Oh my…. 
Me and my Garden 
Me and my garden is One. 
A Circle closing. 
Words on Words 
The Unbearable Lightness of Being …continued 
The Unbearable Lightness of Being 
Death 
The Tunnel. 
Free Will 
Making Love to a Woman’s Heart. 
I was not prepared for this Love. 
The Fear of Failure 
Richard asked me if I was afraid. 
Civilization – the neurotic art of getting and loosing 
a love letter 
The Sacred Marriage 
the ancient female way 
I´m not that kind of woman” 
it´s all in my mind.. .. .. 
“on my own two feet” 
catch 24 
A Failure of Intimacy 
Gogito Ergo Sum? 
Surrender into creativity. 
Thoughts about thoughts 
Beauty 
“Not so many minds” 
a fresh new start 
Being identified. 
God gave me no wings. 
confusion 
Names and Forms 
Walking Wisdom 
Oh beloved, 
excerpt from a conversation 
Innerstanding