November 13, 2011
Abundance. 0
This simple word has never really been integrated in my vocabulary. Not until today.
This date, 11.11.11
Oh, it is so many ways that people relate to this! I am a bit cynical to it all. It is just a date in the calendar. But I kept the door open. After all, one never knows.. ..
Then suddenly something happened. I read a post saying: “Set your intentions for abundance the 11.11.11. “ I didn’t care so much about the figures as for the words. No, The Word.
ABUNDANCE!
WOW!
Abundance in every way, in heart and soul, moneywise, at work.
IN LIFE!
Why Not?
I saw I’ve never really allowed abundance before. On the surface, yes. Somehow I thought deep down that this was not for me. Others may be rich, wealthy, have all they needs and more, met. Rationalizing: I don’t have it in me. I don’t understand business, or politics. Also this “being better than”-way of thought: my relation to money is not of that greedy kind. Or; I don’t care. I manage somehow. I thought in fact that if I came to experience abundance, it would have to be through others, like a hard working husband, an heritage, and not trough my self. Nope. Just forget it.
Truth is more like this: Denial and restraining. I did not love my self enough. I did not believe in my self, in my potential, “Who do you think you are?” I was not worthy of this. I was making my self way too small. Truth is that the abundance-point in me was a dry&dead spot. No attention given,- Gosh no, that’s not even worth a try! I was not in contact.
NOW:
Suddenly my body was sooo happy! The old ways of thinking gone. Immediately I wanted to create abundance. To feel the abundance. To be abundant. I wanted to light a candle for abundance. But not an ordinary candle, it had to be something for just this special occasion. In my mind I saw something reeaallyy swell, something rich, an overflowing- something-kind of candle light arrangement, an alter for a goddess of light, yeah, you know.
With this in my mind, I went to town, seeking. What I brought home surprised me.
Some sweeeeties! Small figures of elf children, holding flowers and apples! Quite childish, and so innocent. They made me smile and giggle. How cute! Here they are:
”garden of innocence”
Of course;
Abundance IS innocent! It comes from the very core of life’s natural giving flow.
We are born out of abundance. Life IS abundance. Love is abundance. A very small child lives in abundance, mother is there, food is there, later the child plays and knows no limits to imagination, to reality’s possibilities. Somehow, out of this came the knowing that this is not just for me. The feeling is; it’s for everyone! Absolutely Everyone! I know it’s possible. I don’t know how. I don’t know when. And I can’t explain it rationally. But in my heart I know. It is possible. It is the natural way. The way it is supposed to be.
Opening up to abundance now. Bring it on, baby!
Here I am, all ready and willing to live the abundance!
-m-
( Illustrations honestly stolen from: unwelcomeguest.net. , globalspiritualmarket.com )
